E: xavier bully me :'(

last sat (13 June) was one of the most tiring day i ever had. cos papa got to go back to camp for work so left only xavier and me hanging around at home. i have to spent my morning by cleaning the hse quickly before xavier starting to throw his tantrums for the day.

all went well for the morning till late afternoon, i mean he had his fun time during bathing, ate his lunch (with some fuss), playing, napping etc. however, after his afternoon nap, all hell break loose... haha ;p

well, think maybe bcos he has his playmates (the cousins) at his grandmum's hse, and now facing only the busy (and tired) mummy, who needs to prepare dinner and housework, he has been wailing for my attention. i tried to distract him by putting his in the playzone with his toys, but the moment he was in it, he starting to look for me and then cried until my heart pain pain so carried him around..

the final straw is when i needed to take a bath before we proceeded to my mother's hse for the night over. i put him in his chair and on his baby video. as when i thought he will be quite contented with it, the wailing started when i walked away. when i walked back, he stopped and watched the video (though at times with gestures wanting to be carried).. after a short short period, thinking he was hooked to it, i walked away again. the wailing engine started. but this time i was determined and just went for bath..

during bathing, i can hear him crying and shouting despite the tv sound and the closure of the bathroom door. it is really loud, i was so scared the neighbours will call the police to report me abusing the child. hahahaahaa ;p

i quickly rinsed and dried myself a bit and just use the towel to wrap myself up (yes, only towel), after which rushing all the way out to him. he was all red in the face and crying fiercely. haha.. i immediately carried him and rush back to my room, drew the curtain down and place him in the bed. poor xavier was still 'hiccup-ing' from the cries.. when dressing up, i got to assure him that mummy is around and i only went to take a bath.. haha..

after that we headed to my mum's hse. in the taxi, he becomes the sweet little thing who cuddled me with his head on my chest, starting his blabbering. i simply love it everytime he does this.

i told papa abt it and he was laughing all the way.. guess should let him have more chances to spend the day alone with xavier .. let's see who will have the last laugh.. muahahaahahaaa ;p